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You know, I keep finding all these scratches on me and I can't figure out where they came from!! I have one on the top of my left hand, on my pointer finger, and on my right arm!! Then there's on on my right hand but that came from a trashcan. I know, it's pretty sad. But I was just walking along the halls and I hit one with my hand because I wasn't paying attention. At least I know where it came from!! I'm kinda tired of writing for creative writing. I've written lots of poems and started some stories that aren't really flashes and are probably never going to be finished (I'm good at that :) So, I was just typing my story. It's called "Were" or "Weres". You'd have to be in my mind to understand :D ha ha. But you know that Prologue I posted? That was the prologue to the story I'm typing right now. I've written 1,313 words so far! Woohoo, now I'm just hungry and we still have almost 20 minutes of class left! Boohoo :( But I can make it. then I'll eat and be happy jolly :) Especially since it stopped raining!

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Ok, I'm really mad now! I just wrote a lovely little journal thing about how tired I was and hungry and stuff and it got erased! x( Stupid blog! I seriously think it hates me, it's not very nice, even though I gave it life! Jeez :P Well, stories from Spring Break, I was supposed to write something everyday but you can guess how that went :) yeah, only twice :D ha ha. But I got to go to CA and visit my dad, little brother ans sister, my step-mom and all my cousin's aunts and uncles, since we had a big Easter party at our house. They hide a bunch of eggs and they let the big kids go out too (woohoo, never too old to hunt!) And Frankie (My cousin who is 14 or 15) (<-- pretty sad I don't know, right?) and I decided we wanted to get as many confetti eggs as possible. I got 5 or 6 and he got 2 or 3, ha ha. If you don't know, let me explain what confetti eggs are. You have a normal egg. You make a hole in the top and drain it. Then you fill it with confetti and cover it with paper and tape. My uncle made a bunch of those and they hide them along with the other eggs. Then, once everything has been found, you can go around and smash them on peoples heads and they will get confetti and egg shell all stuck in their hair :D It's pretty fun! Then we get out the silly string and everyone is spraying it all over. This year I got ambushed and was so covered!! Then our yard is a complete mess!! Haha. We eat and are all merry and jolly and we hang out with our cousin's and watch movies until they have to leave :) Great fun.

The next day was all rainy. I was kind of sad because while I was there I wanted to soak up as much sun as possible. But it was a nice day. We hung out with out dad and watched TONS of movies :D Then, the next day (Tuesday) we finally set up the trampoline we had gotten for Christmas. It was the sunniest day yet!! WooHoo!! So we were all outside and helped set it up. Then I sat on the swings with my 7 year old sister, Natalie, and we talked while Dad and Heather (my step-mom) tried to put together the net. That is precisely when I got my sunburn :) ha ha, usually people aren't so happy when they get a sunburn but I was extatic :D

Then, on Wednesday we went back home. We went shopping! Then, the next day we got haricuts then went to see "How to Train Your Dragon". If you haven't seen it, you really need to. It's AMAZING. Oh yes, and in the blog thing that I got erased, I also complained that I haven't got enough sleep the last two weeks. I've stayed up until 11, 12, or 1 every night and three times now I've woken up at 5! and I am NOT a morning person!

Ok, wow, that was really long....Hope you didn't get bored. Ok, bye!! ^-^

A Mother's Love

Peaceful music plays so soft
On the couch, I’m in the loft
Peace and quiet, it’s so nice
Just a nap will not suffice
A dinner just for me alone
On second thought, I’ll have a scone
With lots of sugar, syrup too
No worries tonight, just me not you
I make my scone, I eat a lot
I fall asleep still in the loft
The morning comes, I’m still asleep
I hear a cry, so soft and sweet
My baby girl, she’s home at last
All that wasted time has past
For myself? What was I thinking?
She’s my love, my joy, my weakening
My heart explodes as I see her face
I grab her; squeeze her, just in case
She missed me just as I missed her
And from this I can concur
I love her so, there is no doubt
She the only thing I can’t live without

Winter

Chilly days and freezing nights
Sledding hills and snowball fights
Lots of jackets, stay inside
Nice hot chocolate, frozen slide
Soups and slippers, mittens and socks
Winters long but it sure rocks
Blankets warm and fires hot
A season we all like a lot

Summer

Sunny days and misty nights
Baseball games and water fights
Tiny pools and smiling kids
Food left out without their lids
Stay up late and sleeping in
No cold snow or stormy wind
Lots of friends and family 'round
Vacation, we're not homeward bound
Summer's free! It's warms, it's hot
A season we all like a lot

notice :)

The next two poems are about summer and winter and they're kind of the same. You'll see when you read them but I was just warning you :) ha ha, enjoy

Leaving

Musty sky and drunken moon
She's hoping that he'll get back soon
Every night he goes away
He says it's nothing, just to play
He drinks with friends and comes back home
She imagines him out on the road
Swerving in his drunken state
Barely missing the neighbors gate
Headlights on the window now
His truck pulls up, he shuts it down
He walks inside and almost falls
He stops himself, hands on the walls
she runs to him and lifts him up
Into the kitchen, she fills a cup
He gulps it down, it clears his head
He walks away towards the bed
She follows him and she lays down
He's asleep already, not a sound
She turns to face the other way
She so confused, she wants to stay
A tear escapes, so silent, though
To her it means she's letting go
She's still dressed, she's packed her stuff
She puts it all into his truck
She kisses him and shuts the door
He won't come home late anymore

Confusion Inside

A spike of cold, a nest of pain
A million thought run through my brain
The feelings that I have feel wrong
But when I look they're still not gone
I try and try but nothing works
They stay, they grow! That's even worse
I need to let them go right now
My heart still clings to him somehow
He's broken it, and not just once
And yet my heart is such a dunce
It loves him more and swells with joy
And when he smiles it sees no ploy
It thumps and stutters, how can I
Deny it, it's my soul! It cries
I need him with me, night and day
And maybe just along the way
I'll be with him and can't deny
There is none happier than I

A stick, a car, a ball, a string

A stick, a car, a ball, a string
I sit and look at all these things
I have no dog, I own no keys
The ball is flat and who needs string?
What can I do? I can not find
A single clue in my whole mind
Oh wait, Oh wait! I've got one here
An idea's now quite clear
The stick, I'll tape it to the wall
I'll find that thing to fill the ball
I'll make a rim and use the string
To make own basketball thing!
The car? I'll use that when I'm older
As a kid not even my shoulder
Will reach up to the steering wheel
So please stop with all the spiel
I want to play with my new toy
Goodbye to boredom, hello to joy

Final Breath

Without a touch, without a sound
she slipped so quickly to the ground
I had her tightly, yes I swear
I kept her close, I held her near
Safe from harm and free of worry
Why was she in such a hurry
Was I bad, too down to earth
Did I sit too long by the hearth
Was I not well, did I complain
Was I mistaken, was I too plain
I thought of her just like a Queen
One with money; I her King
So rich and witty, but certainly loved
Did I not show her it enough?
My love so dear, has gone away
and it's because I've gone astray
I tried my best but my poor dear
Is gone forever, so I fear
that I must suffer all alone
In this baren, empty home
I'll wait here for her till my death
And give to her my final breath