Days of Me

When I think of me, I think excited
I think shy, but ready to explode
Considerate to strangers,
Sarcastic with friends,
Me, the lover of many
Opinion-less me, happy me
Air plane rider and people watcher,
Unusual me, hopping on the stairways
And crawling on the floor
Crazy me, willing to do,
Ready to go, fish eater
But not the fish catcher,
Sitting alone, keeping to myself,
Quiet me, wary of the unknown
Running my heart out,
Determined me, going to win that medal
Laugher and writer, carer of friends
Player with instruments and kids alike,
Attempted comforter, failed cheerer,
Self-conscious me, what’s that
Reflection look like in the mirror,
Ruiner of words, spilling from
My lips in tumbles of nonsense,
Un-noticed me, behind the scenes
Don’t mind me over here,
Unfathomable me, confuser of
Friends and strangers alike,
Calmer, keeper of the peace,
Stopper of the fights, rememberer
Of all things, records filling eternity,
Worried me, apprehender of the future
And preparer for what will come.

*Yes, I have another poem called "Days of Me". Since I'm taking Creative Writing again a few repeats are inevitable, lol.  I think I like this one better than my last one.*

Fantasm

Spoon dripping milk over a pot of water
Each on bigger than the one before
Spreading faster as the pot gets hotter
Getting murkey as an unclosed door

Watching slowly as the pot gets fatter
Watching slowly as the pot fills up
Now here comes the overflowing water
Draining into an intrusive cup.

Then there's sunshine on the spilling water
Then the water turns to liquid gold
Shimmers splashing on the heavy fodder
Beauty spreading over all that's old




*I'm not sure I really finished it but our time ran out so that's all there is.  Also, 'fodder', I know...not the best choice of words..but it works!*

It Happens Like This...

Waking up in the morning, too comfortable to get out of bed; but you do.  No breakfast, just driving to school, cautiously making sure your eyes stay open.  Then there's crowds of people, hallways, and bells.  Droaning teachers like wind blowing straight through your ears.  The hard chairs, crossed legs and elbows on the desk. More bells and then a shock of friends.  There's more smiling and laughing, along with some eating of mediocre food.  Too soon the bells come again, but that means it's almost over.  One last time, then the crowds of people turn into crowds of cars.  They all pan out till it's just you on your way to your home.  The only one.  Next it's lazy time.  You're eating food on the couch while homework goes undone.  it gets late before you buckle down but then there's no time to finish.  Sleep calls to you and you eagerly leave your work, there is an awaiting bed and it's rude to make people wait.  Head on the pillow, dreams come easy.  Then, here comes the waking up again.  It happens like this...

WRITING!!!

I'm back in Creative Writing this semester!! Time to get my thinker on! I've been writing some terrible poems for you to read so maybe this will help me get back into the mood, lol.  Our homework is to eavesdrop, funny huh? She gives us the funnies assignments :3
Track is starting as well. I keep having trouble falling asleep cause I think about track and I get all nervous and tense like I'm about to run my race!! It's awful! So I have to listen to music to fall asleep.
I kept looking at the clock on the computer thinking, "It must be an hour off, how does that make sense" cause I usually get out of English at 9 and it was almost '10' on the computer.  It passed 10 so I was really weirded out so I looked up the 'international clock' on the computer and found Utah and it still send 10! I was thinking, "What the heck?! This makes no sense!!" Then I realized I was in second period now...not first...
There is my idiocy for today. You're welcome...

La la la la BRR!!!

So, it didn't snow until...ummm, about 5 days ago! Crazy right?!? Well...it had snowed before that, but it never stayed. So, now I'm realy cold :P Except I'm super happy cause I'm going to CA tomorrow and it's been in the 70's!! 75 :3 Mmmmm, that sounds nice!
I also have a Math Exam on Friday...Friday the 13th...That's encouraging, right? And it's also encouraging that we just took the practice exam today and I missed 55 points!! Geez...I'm gonna die...